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Posted by: Sousuke Leiko

« on: Today at 03:50:53 am »

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Tsubasa scratches the side of his face "Eh...heh... accident kaoru-san accident, got into rush and forgot it on counter,but uhh thanks I'll do that," he says using a finger to adjust the collar of his shirt feeling quite uncomfortable as the fabric stuck to him like glue.Other hand taking the offered phone after a few seconds he dials the number for his boss listening to it for a ring having it set to speaker in case the nurse needed to speak with them."Hello, hello~ its me Tsubasa~ while I understand you where all expecting me to do a live concert, I have come under a bit of a medical emergency while I am quite all right...I do not think I will be capable of making it, I did manage to finish most of the deliveries and small equipment repairs...the medical tents still have some supplies that need to be dropped off and some of the broadcast and music gear might need a once over, uhh I think thats all I can report...but I really need to go now before something regrettable happens,if you need to know more details the nurse Kasane-san at the main station can fill you in." Tsubasa says trying to maintain his usual bright cheery manner and tone, though still sounding quite run down and exhausted as if barely held together. Giving a moment for his manager to respond he continues to hold the phone on the call.

Tsubasa looks back at Kaoru somewhat uncomfortable with the long pause and no reply from his boss almost dropping the phone when a response was given "Do what you have to Tsubasa, it is a shame about the circumstance but your concerts are popular and bring in lots of money, just try not to hurt yourself or anyone else and get some rest to get better,"A rather stern but understanding voice that was clearly also tired from getting things ready responded before hanging up on their end. Letting out a long sigh Tsubasa's body sags a bit more some responsibility lifted from his shoulders though unsure if he would hear more due to it later but finding it suitable enough.

"Well that went well, though he probably will come and talk with Kasane-san later he sounded pretty tired and busy himself,""Tsubasa says with a slight smile trying to be positive while hanging up Kaoru's phone and handing it back to him.Quite clearly ready to leave since he was already pushing it "I suppose I owe you big time Kaoru-san, I'll try to make it up to you when I can, thankfully I have my wallet at least," he says softly even with the coupons financially today was going to sting, in a way happy Kaoru was here though the shoe being on the other foot of being helped instead of the helper still felt odd to Tsubasa having a hard time with everything else going on to really settle it in his mind. While constantly pushing a innate dread he has of himself further into the back of his mind not wanting Kaoru to ever see this state of him again, as it went against his own pride and terrified him as to what he potentially could do if he lost it like a animal fully like he had heard in stories of Alphas towards those they liked and even Omegas. "Kaoru...I'm Sorry for being like this, me always trying to help you when I barely even understand myself to the point I almost became a rabid lusting animal, I guess the put the fear of god into someone also includes myself...I don't know if I will eventually attack you should something like this come upon me unexpected nor do I blame you, if this broke what trust we had," He speaks to Kaoru as they are about to leave, laying bare his thoughts on this incident and apologizing from the bottom of his heart the usual pom and circumstance and charade of happy go lucky wiped clean in that moment, leaving behind only the raw true self, which while his happy and cheery demeanor was equally honest he didn't have the energy to keep it up right then nor did it feel the time or place a rare occasion much like Tsubasa being violent towards another. "I just need to rest for now ...but I'm glad your my friend," he adds while his feelings where much deeper being friends was enough if Kaoru didn't want to become more. Though the two did seem like a old married couple with how they carried on from time to time despite being just friends.

Posted by: Haley Russell

« on: December 23, 2025, 03:16:54 pm »

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Kaoru had an annoyed look on his face as she sweat dropped when Tsubasa mentioned he left his phone at home. He couldn't help but feel that the other male was an idiot for that, if his boss from his job decided to do a concert of some sort at the festival today. He sighed in frustration as he took his phone out and handed it to Tsubasa before the nurse could answer his question. "Here, use my phone," he replied, his tone clear and full of annoyance. "Baka, why would you leave your phone in your room?" he added.

Kasane bowed apologetically. She could tell that Kaoru was annoyed by this situation. That much was clear. She knew it was a lot for a person to care for someone going through their Rut or Heat. It's not an easy experience for anyone to go through. While it is encouraged that one has someone on hand to help them through it. At the very least, making sure they eat and drink necessary fluids that would keep their strength up should they choose not to engage in intimacy. She could tell that the young man didn't come here today to deal with that, and she would do her best to help as much as she could with anyone who is feeling ill today. "Gomen ne, I know this is a lot, but he should notify his boss. I apologize that this isn't how you expected your day to go. If you're unable to get in touch with your boss directly when you call him, I can at least let those that are setting up the entertainment areas know that you'll be sitting today out[/b]," she said to Tsubasa. "Since you mentioned that your employer is Club Skye, that does make it easier. They're supposed to be handling a lot of performances today. That said, it wouldn't be difficult for me to reach someone. But only if it is necessary and I'll need your full name so they'll know who I'm calling about."

It wasn't much, but Kasane was doing as much as she could to be helpful to the two young men. One was going through a Rut and the other was ... indifferent. She wasn't sure how that was going to work. If anything, she hoped that Kaoru would at least make sure that his friend ate, stayed hydrated, and showered. Unlike most medical professionals, she wouldn't tell someone to engage in intimacy with someone they did not want to be with. That was wrong and a little creepy. It'd literally have to be so bad a medical emergency that that would be the only time telling someone that is what's going to help their body and not make them sicker. She hoped that it would not be the case with Tsubasa. He already seemed out of it and needed to get to a room soon before his scent caught the attention of those around him.

Posted by: Sousuke Leiko

« on: October 20, 2025, 11:16:22 am »

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"Unsure what you mean by code I was helping move about supplies to just about every stall, so I'm not entirely sure who would be the staff over me I was just volunteering, the only boss I've spoken to is my nightshift part-time job boss of Club Skye who was sponsoring in part my concert performance that was later in the evening," Tsubasa says not entirely sure about the normal event workers and the code system having just volunteered to help out for a free pass essentially. Looking at Kaoru when asked why he doesn't just call "I left my phone at home...uhh Kasane-san does the nurse station have a phone, I'm not sure if wasting time to call now is advisable but if so may I use it?" he asks as the thought dawns on him though of sound mind still his body was still getting more and more run down as his voice was a bit raspy and clearly exhausted.

Granted right now the exhaustion and tiredness where godsends to Tsubasa though still somewhat wary of the Rut returning once the medication wore off as much as face planting the ground or falling asleep standing up.Taking in a deep breath to try and put a bit more pep in himself.((sorry its short posted shortly after getting home from work brain is still half asleep))

Posted by: Haley Russell

« on: October 19, 2025, 05:44:02 pm »

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Kasane was glad that she was able to help. It was summer, and it made sense that the weather could trigger Ruts and Heats unexpectedly. She understood the struggle that everyone had to go through dealing with them. Every day, someone was having trouble dealing with either their first experience going through a Rut or Heat or has already experienced them, but they're difficult to handle when they occur. The medications for them were getting better day by day. She hoped that soon there would be a suppressant that worked when Ruts and Heats were triggered and calmed them down instantly. It sounds like a pipe dream, but given the world they live in, medications were being made for those that weren't human, and they were much stronger for that reason. Many of those medications can work for humans, but at lower dosages.

She prayed that Tsubasa would get better. It seemed unfortunate that the friend he knew didn't seem to feel the same or feel anything. It normally wasn't hard to tell when people released their scents around one another, but there was just a refusal to release his own. Maybe she was overthinking it. Regardless, Kasane knew that Tsubasa wouldn't be the last person she helped today. Plus, her shift didn't end until the afternoon, so she was in it for the long haul. She was then snapped out of her thoughts by the young man's request to inform the staff that he was working with about what was going on. That would be easy, but she'd have to know which group he was working with here at the festival. "Ah, you'd have to tell me the event crew you were working with for me to do that. Each event stall has a code they can be reached by and as long as I knew which stall you were working with, I can reach out to them and let them know about your situation," she told him with a smile.

Kaoru merely raised his brow at that request. Thinking that Tsubasa could do that right now while he was there. Only an idiot boss would make someone work during their Heat or Rut. That was legally a required time off given to everyone who goes through that period, either themselves or with someone. Besides, the people who owned the Tokyo Dome would be fine without one worker. It wouldn't ruin the whole festival if Tsubasa weren't there. He looked over at the sandy-haired blonde and asked, "Can't you call your boss while you're here and tell them what's going on? You're still lucid enough to do that aren't you?" For the most part, Tsubasa hadn't completely lost himself to his desires. He should be able to do that right quick.

Posted by: Sousuke Leiko

« on: September 16, 2025, 09:42:44 am »

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Tsubasa nods slightly while hearing the nurse, standing a bit unsteady but keeping himself together at least in so far as he could when feeling about ready to just collapse. "Thank You miss...don't worry Kaoru-san I can pay for this fiasco," he says trying to be in somewhat good spirits while rubbing the back of his head.Though still somewhat worried about how his body was reacting "haaa...well I will have to contact staff later to cancel the performance I was supposed to do later today," He says slouching slightly rather down at the fact he will have to cancel a live music performance. Wearily and a bit shakily making his way to the exit so to leave with Kaoru looking back at the nurse and giving a tired but friendly wave and smile "Kasane-san... can you let the delivery staff for the festival know I had to leave due to a health issue?" Tsubasa asks figuring since she was working the medical spot she was in contact with the other helpers and staff members.

Looking at Kaoru and giving a dejected and somewhat embarrassed cringe for a smile "I suppose we have both seen each other at our worst unintentionally...lets go the heat is making me even more drained and there is no telling on these temporary suppresants, I'll try to make it up to you somehow...but thanks for having my back even if it is irritating and inconvenient for you," Tsubasa says his voice tired but honest and earnest in his thanks. Tsubasa didn't quite expect Kaoru to go out of his way to help or stick his neck out for his well being, but also to some extent unsure how to take being the one getting helped it wasn't something normal for him. Gnawing at the back of his mind though was the stuff unanswered questions concerning the pain he was experiencing prior to taking the suppresants from his rut. Fumbling around in his pockets while waiting on Kaoru but not finding enough dexterity in his fingers to do much with his phone as he wasn't quite in the clear "well guess using my phone isn't happening right now, well those temporary suppressors stopped some of the problems but I still feel like I'm burning alive and the pain didn't fully go away my motor functions seem shot as if I had been running marathons ...and this summer heat is getting untenable,Tsubasa you really managed to **** your body up bad...also what the hell do I do to deal with Rut," he thinks to himself really unsure what to do once alone and under the full force of his Rut beyond getting a shower and hoping it was something you could just sleep off.

Posted by: Haley Russell

« on: August 03, 2025, 01:12:44 pm »

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The nurse nodded to Tsubasa's question. "Unfortunately, it is a common side effect that can happen if not taken care of properly. Overdosing on medication that doesn't work for you anymore isn't going to help any. It's just going to make you sicker. However, ignoring your Rut is even worse. While you can't force anyone to spend it with you, Alphas can find means to take care of themselves during this time. The hotel in question will provide you with those tools and rooms separate from others." Based on the male's answers, it seemed like he'd never fully experienced his Rut before. It wasn't uncommon for that to happen, but it can be a breeding ground for worse problems in the future if not taken care of sooner. Another thing to the woman, it was clear this young man wanted to be with the one he addressed as Kaoru, the dark-haired male she'd spoken to minutes ago. However, it didn't seem like the feelings were mutual based on his expression.

Kaoru stood there, sighing. He already didn't want to be here, but he was here because his new therapist wanted him to try getting out and doing something fun that was within his means of comfort. THIS was not one of those things Kaoru wanted to deal with. He didn't sign up for this. He didn't want to be around Alphas experiencing their Ruts or Omegas experiencing their Heats. The only thing he was thinking right now was how much this sucked for him, and Tsubasa feeling sorry for himself just annoyed him. "Baka," he mumbled, looked away, his face showing an expression of annoyance. "You got me coming out of my pocket for extra money today. I should be the one complaining right now," Kaoru added.

The nurse turned to Kaoru, immediately bowing apologetically. "Gomen nasai," she apologized, "if this wasn't serious, he could immediately go home. However, your friend looks like he's not going to be able to make it there. Please, do make sure to help him get to the hotel safely." She stood up straight, then reached into her pocket to pull out her business card, handing it to Kaoru. "Atashi wa, Kotone Kasane." The nurse introduced herself to Kaoru, her lips forming into a smile behind the mask she wore. But her eyes showed the warmth that she was trying to display, despite it not being seen. "If the hotel gives you any trouble regarding the voucher, just show them my business card. It has my name and number on there for them to reach out if need be. We've already given out at least five vouchers today, so they shouldn't have any problems accepting yours. But in case you do, you have that."

Kaoru stared at the woman and the business card in her hand for a moment before taking it. Part of him did feel like he would have an issue getting two rooms with the vouchers, but with Kasane's business card, it would help out a lot, since one can't go around peddling vouchers without proof of who gave them the voucher. So, he nodded to the woman, placing the card in his pocket with the vouchers, then looked back over to Tsubasa. "Well, we need to hurry up and get out of this heat anyway. You already look as if you're about to die over there," he replied so simply as if it was nothing.

Posted by: Sousuke Leiko

« on: July 23, 2025, 03:57:19 pm »

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Tsubasa doing his best tries to make sure not to cause problems for the nurse the best he can, straining to listen and pay attention to her. Taking the dose without a second thought followed by downing the electrolyte drink, his body slowly easing up from the Rut's hormonal effects and the slow degeneration of cells causing the pain from constantly suppressed or Ignored Ruts. Breathing becoming steady at least for the moment, Tsubasa looked pretty ragged at this point as if put through the ringer repeatedly. While the physical effects and hormonal ones where currently suppressed now that Tsubasa was back in control a look of sheer terror at his own body and actions towards Kaoru was evident. "Arigatou....Gomen," Tsubasa says his voice exhausted though it no longer held the beastly tone to it.

Unsteadily getting to his feet only to end up half leaning against Kaoru's shoulder "Sorry...for being a burden Kaoru-san...pathetic you had to see me in such a state," He says in a soft tone briefly turning his head to look towards the nurse. "I will talk with my doctor as soon as possible," Tsubasa confirms with the nurse unsure entirely what else the doctor can prescribe since he was already on the highest dosage he could be legally given.Tsubasa still wasn't entirely sure how to come to terms with the events that had transpired even more so the nature and how strong his Rut was towards Kaoru or why it was always the other boy who seemed to start the cascade that he normally quickly suppressed. Rubbing his temples from the onset of a headache, before they would leave " I'm not sure how to ask this ...but uhh Miss....is Rut supposed to turn into agonizing pain...I think this was the first time I've had it happen without immediately suppressing it?" Tsubasa asks though unsure if the nurse would be able to answer his question.

The faintest scent of Kaoru right then since they where close together was helping Tsubasa's body to relax a bit, compounding with everything else had Tsubasa about ready to doze off. His clothes sticking to his body and soaked through while yawning slightly.

Posted by: Haley Russell

« on: July 23, 2025, 03:01:52 pm »

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The nurse listened as she began taking Tsubasa's blood pressure to see where his heart rate is. Normally, Alphas' or Omegas' heart rates are often high when their Ruts and Heats start, and it may also cause a spike or dip in blood pressure. As Tsubasa explained how his suppressants hadn't been working, she deduced that he needed a new medication. The temporary suppressants they had would only work until he got out of the crowd and got home, but she also noticed something else he said. That his symptoms didn't worsen until he was around Kaoru, which she assumed to be the young man standing behind her. She couldn't tell from looking at him what his secondary gender was. She turned momentarily to look at Kaoru and asked him," What's your secondary gender?" She only asked because of how unfazed Kaoru seemed to be around Tsubasa's scent.

Kaoru was surprised by the question. He raised his brow but answered the question honestly. "I'm a Beta," he replied, his voice monotone as he said it.

The nurse nodded. "Arigatou," she thanked him, turning back to Tsubasa and finishing checking his blood pressure. She kept checking the young man's face while understanding that he was worried about hurting his friend. While it wasn't uncommon for Alphas to fancy Betas and Betas responding to it, she found it surprising how Kaoru seemed unaffected. It didn't matter if someone was a Beta; they would be heavily affected by the scent of an Alpha or Omega regardless. But Kaoru simply was not. But since Tsubasa was in the mindset of needing to mate, it was a danger for him to be around. His friend may not be affected by his scent, but others definitely would be. However, that was all up to how his friend handled the situation.

She finished checking Tsubasa's blood pressure. She did it twice to get an idea of where his heart rate was and how high or low his blood pressure was. Given that it was humid out, he was sweating like everyone else out here. But from the readings the nurse had gotten, it seemed that his blood pressure was in the middle. It'll spike a bit and drop a few numbers. To keep it from dipping even lower, the nurse walked behind the table where there were medium-sized fridges plugged up. Inside of them were medications that required refrigeration, but also cold drinks, specifically infused with electrolytes. She grabbed one drink out of the fridge, a fruit punch flavored drink, and the temporary suppressants. It was a small pack of four because they were temporary for a reason. They don't last long and are only for emergencies.

She popped one of the pills out and into a pill cup, then took it over to Tsubasa, carefully handing them both to him. "Alright, take this temporary suppressant please. It's 500mgs and it'll only work for no longer than an hour. If you believe you can't get yourself home in time before the effects where off, I can give you a hotel voucher for the hotel that will cover half your costs for at least the first two nights you'll need a room for, but you'll be responsible for paying the rest. I will give you the other three suppressants as well. If you feel as if you have to take another one, wait at least two to three hours before doing so. To give your body enough time to allow the first pill to take effect in your system. Do not overdose on these. That is clear. I'd also advise calling your doctor and getting an appointment right away. From what you described, it sounds like you need suppressants that work for the symptoms you're experiencing, and your old ones don't work anymore," she explained to Tsubasa.

Now, she had to explain to him how Kaoru would unfortunately still have to help him. She was taking a chance, but if he remained unaffected by his scent, then he could be able to get Tsubasa to the hotel quickly and get him checked in. She wouldn't ask what their relationship was as she was only going by what the young man said that Tsubasa was his friend and nothing more. "I'm not going to assume anything between you and your friend, but he doesn't seem all that affected by your scent. Once you take this, he can quickly get you to the hotel. I know you're worried about him, but it is his choice to stick by you. No matter how much or how little he decides to stick around."

"If he needs to get to the hotel with the voucher, I'll get him there. I don't think he'll make it back to his place in his condition. I'd mostly make sure he eats and bathes, and nothing more," Kaoru replied. He wasn't looking to spend a night in bed with anybody. He's been there and done that. He'll help Tsubasa out as a friend. He can't explain why his own scent affects the other male so much. It's not even that strong, and he never releases it. So, it seemed weird to him that it bothered Tsubasa the moment he got close to him. 'Whatever, it's too hot for this. Just need to get him to the hotel and I'll check on him periodically,' he thought.

The nurse nodded and grabbed two hotel vouchers. One was for Kaoru and the other was for Tsubasa. "Here are two vouchers. If you're going to stick close to him to make sure he's okay, you'll need a room as well. If you both can afford to cover the rest of the cost of the rooms, you get for two days, you should be fine," she said, handing the vouchers to Kaoru, who took them and put them in the pocket of his shorts.

Posted by: Sousuke Leiko

« on: July 23, 2025, 02:13:32 pm »

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Tsubasa's features show a bit of a irritated snarl from the light being shined in his eyes, his attention staying on Kaoru at least until spoken to enough to get his attention. Narrowing his eyes and trying to focus on the nurse as they ask him about his Rut.Gritting his teeth fighting back his instincts though the horny side of the Rut had been starting to wear off leaving just a painful agony as his body was burning itself at both ends. "I...waasn't...until Kaoru got close," he says his voice strained and hoarse. Body swaying a bit as it drops into the chair looking down at the hand Kaoru had been holding onto tightly. Closing his eyes and leaning back taking in few deep breathes before managing to refocus while in a moment of lucidity. "Recently...I have been taking suppressants when around Kaoru-san as I noticed it flares up around him all the time, here lately they have become less effective to the point a few days ago I overdosed and collapsed from my suppressants, my doctor told me to refrain from taking more until I see them again," Tsubasa explains while getting more and more worn out looking.

"I...volunteered to work and help with festival things, while I felt a little tired before starting work I didn't think much of it, I wasn't sure if it was withdrawal effects or lingering effects from my overdose...at this point I don't care just keep me from being a danger to Kaoru even if it cause further harm," He finishes keeping eyes still closed hands gripping the seat of the chair in a white knuckle grip. Continuing to suffer the pain while fighting his own body and its desire towards Kaoru.

Just from how Tsubasa was looking the boy had clearly never let his body experience Rut and had been doing so long it had started physically harming the body, as he had always stopped it as soon as he felt off with his suppressants.It was unclear if he would pass out or lose control entirely as his lucidity kept going in and out though in either state Tsubasa's attention stayed on Kaoru though with drastic intentions between the beastly side and the silly goofy usual Tsubasa.

Posted by: Haley Russell

« on: July 23, 2025, 01:35:34 pm »

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Kaoru heard him struggle to speak. He was going to tell him to stay quiet, but when he heard what he said, he simply groaned and kept walking toward the nurse's station. "I don't want to hear that. You can take suppressants. If only temporary ones to calm you down briefly so you can get home or check into a hotel so you're not around other people," he replied simply. He often hears other Alphas and Omegas mention that information, so he knew it wasn't unheard of for them to take temporary suppressants that aren't prescribed to them when they're in a bind like Tsubasa was. The medication only worked for a limited amount of time to suppress their scent and tame their symptoms. They had different kinds from what he was aware of, but he didn't know what kinds they were. He wasn't an Omega or an Alpha, and his own scent was irregular because of the medications he'd been taking for his mental health.

So, he couldn't relate, but he could help. He kept walking. It wasn't easy pulling Tsubasa along behind him as he felt like dead weight, but it didn't stop him. He finally spotted the nurse's station not far, but before they could even make it there, Kaoru suddenly felt the sandy-haired blonde male sniffing his neck. It sent a chill up his spine and not in a good way, causing him to stop dead in his tracks. If only briefly, to look at Tsubasa, who was barely hanging on and muttering to himself. He didn't hear what he said this time around since there were more people around, but it was clear that Tsubasa was really not himself. Sighing again, he resumed walking, pulling Tsubasa behind him to the nurse's station. Thankfully, there wasn't a line, as it seemed as if nobody had managed to injure themselves, so having the full attention of the nurses would definitely be helpful.

Kaoru approached the table with Tsubasa behind him, awkwardly waving at one of the nurses there to assist them. "Um, hi," he said, awkward, but continued, "my friend here needs some temporary suppressants to take. He came here to this festival like an idiot, knowing now he was going through a Rut, so he needs to take something that'll at least allow him to be able to get home. He's already out of it," he told him, releasing Tsubasa's hand.

A female nurse nodded, coming from around the table to take a look at Tsubasa. Thankfully, the large umbrellas above the station gave them some shade, so she was able to see that Kaoru was telling the truth that Tsubasa appeared out of it. To get a closer look, she used a small medical light to shine once each time in Tsubasa's eyes. They were glossy. Not to mention, his scent was indeed strong. Turning partially to get the attention of the others there with her, she snapped her fingers, indicating that they needed to put on a scent-blocking mask to avoid being affected. She also put one on as well, adjusting it, then turned back to face Tsubasa. "Sir, can you tell me when you first started to show symptoms of your Rut today?" the female nurse asked. "If you're not sure, that's fine. We will get you some temporary suppressants to take. Come take a seat," she said, carefully directing the taller male to an open chair for him to sit down in.

Posted by: Sousuke Leiko

« on: July 17, 2025, 04:08:47 pm »

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Tsubasa's gaze continues to hover on Kaoru trying to pull himself away for a moment before his wrist is caught in the other boys hand. Stumbling a bit while viciously clenching his other hand leaving a small blood trail behind him "Ca..aan't take suppressants ....right now," Tsubasa says his voice barely holding onto to his normal mental state.While the other boy was actively dragging him along even that amount of closeness was causing Tsubasa's senses to go haywire.As his scent started to flare fully Tsubasa began to more willingly walk with Kaoru getting much closer to the boy than he normally did beyond the occasional hugs. His bodies heat over taking the warmth of the ambient air around Kaoru as Tsubasa leans into Kaoru with his full body weight the animalistic gaze looking at the boy and only the boy as if trying to decide what it wanted to do to them.

Sniffing at Kaoru's neck deeply despite walking and leaning into him the gaze softens slightly "..Maate,...faa..teed oo.ne," Tsubasa's voice comes out hoarse and in hot breathes into the boy's ears but also in a fairly hazy manner, Tsubasa was still fighting back against his own body a tinge of fear surfacing on his face despite losing the battle as well as a creeping grimace of pain from fighting back against his own Rut. His scent fully released and the instinct driven side of Tsubasa starting to show irritation and aggravation towards anyone that wasn't Kaoru.

Eyes returning to Kaoru the previously clenched hand relaxes and reaches towards Kaoru's shoulder trying to grab the boy to keep him from pulling away movements quite clumsy since the battle still raged on in Tsubasa's body, though the fighting back was getting weaker letting the Rut driven body more and more reign. As they where getting closer towards the nurse station Tsubasa's wrist would occasionally tug back in tandem with him trying to grab the boy's shoulder.

Posted by: Haley Russell

« on: July 17, 2025, 02:53:29 pm »

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Kaoru blinked in surprise when the other got up, but quickly stepped away from him. He wasn't offended by it, just surprised. He understood why the other did it since, based on Tsubasa's strong scent, he was going into a Rut. Why he was out here at the summer festival was anyone's guess. He should've stayed in his room back at the inn. Kaoru's never been around the other male during his Rut, nor has he ever asked about it. He always just assumed Tsubasa took care of himself alone when that time came. It's not as if Kaoru found that to be his place to know what he does during that time. Or maybe he was just indifferent. That was also the case. Either way, it wasn't his place to be invasive in the lives of others. Sometimes he just knew things by paying close enough attention to his surroundings and the people that he may pass by regularly, but not interact with directly.

That was what his previous medication was making him do that, on top of having thoughts of paranoia of believing he was bothering others by simply existing. His past experiences traumatized him to where it feels as if he's shut off from feeling emotions of any kind. That would include the ones he once had for his ex. So, even if he was around something that was going through a Heat or Rut, Kaoru would notice it but remain indifferent. However, since Tsubasa had seemed to make it a mission to be his friend, he couldn't ignore that he was going through a Rut. He didn't seem to be fully in, in terms of mental state and desire, but that hadn't meant it was still a good idea for him to be out in the open around a huge crowd of people. Some of them had gathered moments earlier before dispersing, but if Tsubasa's scent got stronger, anyone could latch onto him.

However, it would seem that Tsubasa was worried about that. Instead, he was worried about getting too close to Kaoru, which made him raise his brow at being told not to get too close to him. He wasn't even releasing his scent at all, nor was it anything strong that should bother an Alpha. In fact, he actively avoids releasing his scent because he doesn't want to be noticed by anyone. Sure, it'll be faintly there because personal body odor exists, and that wasn't something he could avoid, but willingly releasing his scent, Kaoru couldn't remember the last time he'd actively done that. Normally, it would happen unwillingly, and the smell of his scent releasing would be foul based on his emotions. It was because of that, he never wanted to scent anyone, much less himself.

Regardless, it wasn't about him right now, he had to get this idiot somewhere to wait out his Rut. Kaoru didn't ask personal questions about how Tsubasa spent his Ruts when he had time. Again, that wasn't his business. He could do what he wanted and with whom. He wasn't sure if he'd brought suppressants with him either. Luckily, there was a nurses' station, and with his expression stern, he simply walked forward, grabbing Tsubasa by the wrist and began heading towards the map station. Taking quick glances, he found what he was looking for, which was the nurse's station, how far it was, what it was close to, and proceeded to gently pull Tsubasa along behind him. "I'm taking you to the nurse's station. Hopefully, they can give you some temporary suppressants you can take," he replied, his voice monotone.

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« on: July 12, 2025, 07:22:13 pm »

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Tsubasa winces a bit and almost immediately tenses up a bit like a cat with its tail stepped on the moment he heard Kaoru speak to him."Uhh...," he starts to be speak using a finger the scratch his face before giving a sharp wince again before letting out a tired sigh. "Well.. I guess at this point I'm starting to ask myself that," Tsubasa sighs softly picking up Kaoru's light scent intensely. "Kaoru-san...," he says briefly while letting out a pained hot pant, unable to take his eyes off the other boy as despite his scuffed up looks from his sudden faceplant a almost primal like desire towards Kaoru had come over him. "fuck...at a time like this when I can't take the meds," he thinks to himself his body slowly getting up on its own despite the dull pain from his tumble.

Tsubasa's eyes locked onto Kaoru intensely, his scent growing stronger as did his very primal like attraction to Kaoru, he didn't seem to approach closer instead once on his feet he stood almost rooted in place as if a battle was going on inside Tsubasa. Fingernails digging into his palms viciously keeping himself mostly in control in a voice that had lost it usual gentle nature hoarse and grating like a beast "Your scent...don't get any closer Kaoru...-san" he manages to let out clearly worried about harming the other boy when in such a state. Body inching slightly closer to Kaoru in a almost hitching like manner as Tsubasa was losing the battle against his innate instincts towards the other boy.The internal battle was also starting to wear down his already worn down body from over taking his suppressants, something that he had to use almost constantly around Kaoru unlike anyone else his Rut sped up from Kaoru's presence as it was taking hold of his already worn out and offguard state.

Tsubasa had been doing his Damnedest to never show Kaoru such a side of him, especially when it was caused by being around the other boy and today was perhaps the biggest failure having overdosed so much and often on the suppressants when around Kaoru, his body had long since stopped responding to them instead they just had been making him sick. Instead the cause of his current situation was a mixture of withdrawal and onset of Rut two things he hadn't started the day expecting to hit him so incredibly hard.

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« on: July 12, 2025, 05:12:52 pm »

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Kaoru took a few minutes longer to calm his breathing. Once he felt calm enough, he cleared his throat and slowly moved away from the wall he was using to prop himself up against. He then proceeded to press forward and attempt to enjoy the summer festival. He wasn't used to being out in a large crowd and having not taken his medication, but since his new therapist took him off the previous meds he was on to avoid having outbursts like he had been doing frequently, he had to go without. At least until proper medication could be prescribed that wouldn't affect him as badly. In the meantime, he awkwardly trudged forward, passing by people who were coming in, leaving, or just happily running around and enjoying themselves.

He was quite surprised that there wasn't a clash of scents from people. Sure, the scents were there, but it was mild. Maybe it was because there wasn't a focus on mating compared to those other situations where he tried to go to a crowded social gathering, and it failed horribly for him with a terrible aftereffect of vomiting. However, as he continued walking, there was one familiar yet strong scent in the air that took him by surprise. The scent of familiarity of someone he knew. That was very rare for him, but given how he pays closer attention to things and people around him, it was difficult for him to ignore those he was even briefly familiar with. But this scent, he knew very well. The scent of someone constantly in his life and around him, no matter how much he's tried to push them away. That's right, the scent in the air was Tsubasa's scent, and it was strangely closer than he realized, which surprised him.

He didn't expect him to be here specifically today. Maybe some other day, but not today. There was something different about his scent, though. It was strong. Stronger than usual. While he wasn't heavily affected by it, it was noticeable enough for people to stare and crowd before walking away. Kaoru viewed that as strange and continued walking forward. It wasn't a huge crowd of people, which was good as it wasn't a huge crowd, and most of them were going on their way. The scent was getting stronger the closer he got. If it was what he thought it was, then he felt that Tsubasa was stupid for being outside today. Attracting unwanted attention was something Kaoru hadn't wanted today, but it would seem that fate had other plans. He began to follow the trails of Tsubasa's scent. Carefully, moving through people and not mistakenly knocking or pushing anyone out of the way just to get to the source of the scent. He didn't want to feel like he was crazy and mistake someone else's scent for Tsubasa's.

He finally made it through the crowd of people, and there was Tsubasa on the ground and sitting up. Seeing that, he was glad that what he'd assumed earlier was right. He heaved a tired sigh, rubbing the side of his face in annoyance as he walked up to the other male. "Why are you here in that condition?" he flat out asked, not holding back in his words. Tsubasa was an Alpha, and he could easily draw the attention of Omegas in the area who were possibly looking to find a mate. Tsubasa being here was dangerous. Not just to himself but to others in the area. 'Well, if I have to end up leaving, at least it wouldn't be because of my insecurities. Just this idiot's scent releasing everywhere knowing that his Rut is starting soon,' Kaoru thought.

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« on: July 05, 2025, 02:10:15 pm »

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Tsubasa despite the festivities going around between running around helping out some of the events seemed quite lethargic. His usual upbeat attitude missing today replaced with a more coarse but cordial mannerism, sluggish to a extent very clear symptoms of heavy withdrawal from the Alpha suppresants. "Of all the days I volunteer to help with the festival it has to be today," he half loudly complains while leaning against a wall for support. His body pouring sweat from the warm day coupled with the withdrawal effects. Letting out a deep breath and trying to gather up himself since he only had to help with a couple more things and he would be free to do whatever. "On the bright side, at least Kaoru isn't seeing me like this, or should I be more worried what I might do if around him right now," he quietly says to himself before giving himself a light slap on his face to lighten his mood.

Eyes scanning around to see what was left he had to help with "I think its just helping with carrying around some stuff for one of the snack bars," he thinks to himself as he sways slightly giving the wall a slight kick before doing his best to blitz off to his next volunteer job of helping out. Passing through the large crowds with mostly practiced ease though getting some shouts from feet getting stepped on or some of the larger folks getting jostled as he moved through the festival goers. His eyes catch sight of Kaoru who wasn't to far from in front of him while his feet manager to snag a uneven section of the ground.

In a not quite planned or expected event Tsubasa found himself quickly and loudly face planting his body worn down from his withdrawal to put up its usual springy fall breaking defensiveness. With a sharp groan of pain Tsubasa finds himself sprawled out on the ground, forcing himself to roll over onto his back and just staring up at the sky face scuffed up and sporting a welt and bruise while nose escaped the worse though a minor nose bleed was occurring. "Well my day just keeps giving me surprises, please don't notice, please don't notice, " he thinks while giving a few groans and winces of pain as he sits up. Briefly touching his scuffed up face "Ouch," he elicits before giving up on checking his injuries himself hoping he didn't end up looking like a pig when his face would inevitable swell up from the bruises.

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