Tsubasa scratches the side of his face "Eh...heh... accident kaoru-san accident, got into rush and forgot it on counter,but uhh thanks I'll do that," he says using a finger to adjust the collar of his shirt feeling quite uncomfortable as the fabric stuck to him like glue.Other hand taking the offered phone after a few seconds he dials the number for his boss listening to it for a ring having it set to speaker in case the nurse needed to speak with them."Hello, hello~ its me Tsubasa~ while I understand you where all expecting me to do a live concert, I have come under a bit of a medical emergency while I am quite all right...I do not think I will be capable of making it, I did manage to finish most of the deliveries and small equipment repairs...the medical tents still have some supplies that need to be dropped off  and some of the broadcast and music gear might need a once over, uhh I think thats all I can report...but I really need to go now before something regrettable happens,if you need to know more details the nurse Kasane-san at the main station can fill you in." Tsubasa says trying to maintain his usual bright cheery manner and tone, though still sounding quite run down and exhausted as if barely held together. Giving a moment for his manager to respond he continues to hold the phone on the call.

Tsubasa looks back at Kaoru somewhat uncomfortable with the long pause and no reply from his boss almost dropping the phone when  a response was given "Do what you have to Tsubasa, it is a shame about the circumstance but your concerts are popular and bring in lots of money, just try not to hurt yourself or anyone else  and get some rest to get better,"A rather stern but understanding voice that was clearly also tired from getting things ready responded  before hanging up on their end. Letting out a long sigh Tsubasa's body sags a bit more some responsibility lifted from his shoulders though unsure if he would hear more due to it later but finding it suitable enough.

"Well that went well, though he probably will come and talk with Kasane-san later he sounded pretty tired and busy himself,""Tsubasa says with a slight smile trying to be positive while hanging up Kaoru's phone and handing it back to him.Quite clearly ready to leave since he was already pushing it "I suppose I owe you big time Kaoru-san, I'll try to make it up to you when I can, thankfully I have my wallet at least," he says softly even with the coupons financially today was going to sting, in a way happy Kaoru was here though the shoe being on the other foot of being helped instead of the helper still felt odd to Tsubasa having a hard time with everything else  going on to really settle it in his mind. While constantly pushing a innate dread he has of himself further into the back of his mind not wanting Kaoru to ever see this state of him again, as it went against his own pride  and terrified him as to what he potentially could do  if he lost it like a animal fully like he had heard in stories of Alphas towards those they liked and even Omegas. "Kaoru...I'm Sorry for being like this, me always trying to help you when I barely even understand myself to the point I almost became a rabid lusting animal, I guess the put the fear of god into someone also includes myself...I don't know if I will eventually attack you should something like this come upon me unexpected nor do I blame you, if this broke what trust we had," He speaks to Kaoru as they are about to leave, laying bare  his thoughts on this incident and apologizing from the bottom of his heart the usual pom and circumstance and charade of happy go lucky wiped clean in that moment, leaving behind only the raw true self, which while his happy and cheery demeanor was equally honest he didn't have the energy to keep it up right then nor did it feel the time or place a rare occasion much like Tsubasa being violent towards another. "I just need to rest for now ...but I'm glad your my friend," he adds while his feelings where much deeper being friends was enough if Kaoru didn't want to become more. Though the two did seem like a old married couple with how they carried on from time to time despite being just friends.

USER NAME: Sousuke Leiko

CHARACTERS YOU PLAY: Sousuke Leiko, Tsubasa Shidou
REASON FOR INACTIVITY: semi-active, work trying to figure out post with Sousuke, and waiting on post with Tsubasa.

USER NAME: Sousuke Leiko

CHARACTERS YOU PLAY: Sousuke Leiko, Tsubasa Shidou

REASON FOR INACTIVITY: Active

Tsubasa nods slightly  while hearing the nurse, standing a bit unsteady but keeping himself together at least in so far as he could when feeling about ready to just collapse. "Thank You miss...don't worry Kaoru-san I can pay for this fiasco," he says trying to be in somewhat good spirits while rubbing the back of his head.Though still somewhat worried about how his body was reacting "haaa...well I will have to contact staff later to cancel the performance I was supposed to do later today," He says slouching slightly rather down at the fact he will have to cancel a live music performance. Wearily and a bit shakily making his way to the exit so to leave with Kaoru  looking back at the nurse and giving a tired but friendly wave and smile  "Kasane-san... can you let the delivery staff for the festival know I had to leave due to a health issue?" Tsubasa asks figuring since she was working the medical spot she was in contact with the other helpers and staff members.

Looking at Kaoru and giving a dejected and somewhat embarrassed cringe for a smile "I suppose we have both seen each other at our worst unintentionally...lets go the heat is making me even more drained and there is no telling on these temporary suppresants, I'll try to make it up to you somehow...but thanks for having my back even if it is irritating and inconvenient for you," Tsubasa says his voice tired but honest and earnest in his thanks. Tsubasa didn't quite expect Kaoru to go out of his way to help or stick his neck out for his well being, but also to some extent unsure how to take being the one getting helped it wasn't something normal for him. Gnawing at the back of his mind though was the stuff unanswered questions concerning the pain he was experiencing prior to taking the suppresants from his rut. Fumbling around in his pockets while waiting on Kaoru but not finding enough dexterity in his fingers to do much with his phone as he wasn't quite in the clear  "well guess using my phone isn't happening right now, well those temporary suppressors stopped some of the problems but I still feel like I'm burning alive  and the pain didn't fully go away my motor functions seem shot as if I had been running marathons ...and this summer heat is getting untenable,Tsubasa you really managed to **** your body up bad...also what the hell do I do to deal with Rut," he thinks to himself really unsure what to do once alone and under the full force of his Rut beyond getting a shower and hoping it was something you could just sleep off.

USER NAME: Sousuke Leiko

CHARACTERS YOU PLAY: Sousuke Leiko, Tsubasa Shidou
REASON FOR INACTIVITY: Active ^^

Tsubasa's features show a bit of a irritated snarl from the light being shined in his eyes, his attention staying on Kaoru at least until spoken to enough to get his attention. Narrowing his eyes and trying to focus on the nurse as they ask him about his Rut.Gritting his teeth fighting back his instincts though the horny side of the Rut had been starting to wear off leaving just a painful agony as his body was burning itself at both ends. "I...waasn't...until Kaoru got close," he says his voice strained and hoarse. Body swaying a bit as it drops into the chair looking down at the hand Kaoru had been holding onto tightly. Closing his eyes and leaning back taking in few deep breathes before managing to refocus while in a moment of lucidity. "Recently...I have been taking suppressants when around Kaoru-san as I noticed it flares up around him all the time, here lately they have become less effective to the point a few days ago I overdosed and collapsed from my suppressants, my doctor told me to refrain from taking more until I see them again," Tsubasa explains while getting more and more worn out looking.

"I...volunteered to work and help with festival things, while I felt a little tired before starting work  I didn't think much of it, I wasn't sure if it was withdrawal effects or lingering effects from my overdose...at this point I don't care just keep me from being a danger to Kaoru even if it cause further harm," He finishes  keeping eyes still closed hands gripping the seat of the chair in a white knuckle grip. Continuing to suffer the pain while fighting his own body and its desire towards Kaoru.

Just from how Tsubasa was looking the boy had clearly never let his body experience Rut and had been doing so long it had started physically harming the body, as he had always stopped it as soon as he felt off with his suppressants.It was unclear if he would pass out or lose control entirely as his lucidity kept going in and out though in either state Tsubasa's attention stayed on Kaoru  though with drastic intentions between the beastly side and the silly goofy usual Tsubasa.

Tsubasa winces a bit and almost immediately tenses up a bit like a cat with its tail stepped on the moment he heard Kaoru speak to him."Uhh...," he starts to be speak using a finger the scratch his face before giving a sharp wince again before letting out a tired sigh. "Well.. I guess at this point I'm starting to ask myself that," Tsubasa sighs softly picking up Kaoru's light scent intensely. "Kaoru-san...," he says briefly while letting out a pained hot pant, unable to take his eyes off the other boy as despite his scuffed up looks from his sudden faceplant a almost primal like desire towards Kaoru had come over him.  "fuck...at a time like this when I can't take the meds," he thinks to himself his body slowly getting up on its own despite the dull pain from his tumble.

Tsubasa's eyes locked onto Kaoru intensely, his scent growing stronger as did his very primal like attraction to Kaoru, he didn't seem to approach closer instead once on his feet he stood almost rooted in place as if a battle was going on inside Tsubasa. Fingernails digging into his palms viciously keeping himself mostly in control in a voice that had lost it usual gentle nature hoarse and grating like a beast "Your scent...don't get any closer Kaoru...-san" he manages to let out clearly worried about harming the other boy when in such a state. Body inching slightly closer to Kaoru in a almost hitching like manner as Tsubasa was losing the battle against his innate instincts towards the other boy.The internal battle was also starting to wear down his already worn down body from over taking his suppressants, something that he had to use almost constantly around Kaoru unlike anyone else his Rut sped up from Kaoru's presence as it was taking hold of his already worn out and offguard state.

Tsubasa had been doing his Damnedest to never show Kaoru such a side of him, especially when it was caused by being around the other boy and today was perhaps the biggest failure having overdosed so much and often on the suppressants when around Kaoru,  his body had long since stopped responding to them instead they just had been making him sick. Instead the cause of his current situation was a mixture of withdrawal and onset of Rut two things he hadn't started the day expecting to hit him so incredibly hard.

USER NAME:Sousuke Leiko

CHARACTERS YOU PLAY: Sousuke Leiko, Tsubasa Shidou

REASON FOR INACTIVITY: work and life.