USER NAME: Yuuto Usui

CHARACTER: Yuuto Usui

SEMI-ACTIVIE: Have some plots in mind but haven't written them out yet.  Going to begin brain storming for the upcoming bonding festival!

NAME: Lillian Summers

ALIAS: Lilly (for short), Lilly-chan

DATE OF BIRTH: August 2nd, 2004

AGE: 19

PRIMARY GENDER: Female

SECONDARY GENDER: Beta

CHARACTERS SCENT: Brown Sugar & Aloe Vera

SEXUALITY: Heterosexual

RACE: American

SPECIES: Human

HOBBIES: Writing (Short Stories), Pressed Flower Crafting, Exercising (Walking & Jogging), Reading (Anything to get ideas from for stories), listening to Kpop (Another source to get ideas for stories)

POWERS/ABILITIES: ----

PERSONALITY: Even before Lillian moved to Tokyo, she'd always kept up a healthy exercise regimen where she would walk or jog around her old neighborhood. It is a regimen she follows to this very day. Lillian did it mostly to clear her head and keep her mind off of things, mainly home life and school. The exercise regimen helped her a lot. Writing short stories about anything that comes to mind is another form of helping clear her head. Reading different kinds of books is where she gets her ideas and material from. In recent years she was inspired to write to stories after hearing specific k-pop songs that spark strong emotions in her. Though Lillian has never taken any work that didn't belong to her, if she did, she would always give credit to the original source.

Her previous teachers have noticed her knack for writing and think she should attempt to pursue a career later in writing. Lillian is not sure she should do writing as a career but decided to take a leap in attending university for creative writing. Lillian also does pressed flower crafting on the surfaces of chairs, plates, etc. She learned this in art class in high school which earns her quite a lot of credits and high marks making her chances better when getting accepted into Kiabara University. Lillian is smart but not incredibly intelligent as most would believe her to be because of the simple fact that she likes to read books, read manga and write stories. As a person, she is very sweet, easy to get along with and loves to help others in any way she can. She can't stand to see others unhappy. If Lillian can, she will try and do something nice to cheer them up.

Earlier in life Lillian is often alone due to her parents always working, and hardly ever being home. When they did come home, they have to leave right back out again, causing her to have to fend for herself and take care of the house while they were away. Lillian believes that maybe she did something to be the reason why they don't stay home nor spend time with her, thinking that she might've disappointed them in some way and they're just not saying anything. This led Lillian to have a need for a schedule in her life to keep her mind busy. She hates to disappoint others which is heightened by her parents being absent in her school years. Lillian tries to refrain as much as possible to not have people hate her because she doesn't like having enemies for silly reasons.

Her self-confidence is low. She doesn't believe she is a great writer despite others telling her otherwise. In short, she is her own worst critic when it comes to her work. And she doesn't think they're being truthful to her and is just humoring her. This is why she won't let anyone else other than professors read what she writes. While she likes more than one opinion. If she gets the same feedback more than once this lets her know where she needs to improve. Lillian dislikes having enemies and really detests bullies due to the number of times that she'd been picked on and tortured in school by other girls back home. The bullies she had is the reason behind her insecurities about herself as a whole. She is terribly shy, speaking when necessary or with the friends she does have but with anybody else new that she doesn't know, she reverts into a shy shell.

OCCUPATION: Works Part-Time at Evergreen Bookstore as a Cashier

SCHOOL: Kaibara University, First Year with Creative Writing Major

PLACE OF LIVING: Lilly currently lives in a large home with her parents who are hardly home due to their jobs

ORIGINAL OR CANON: Original

FACE CLAIM: Nakano Miku - Go-Toubun no Hanayome

APPEARANCE: Lillian is 5'3'' with dark blue eyes and medium-length light auburn hair that has strands of hair hanging over the right side of her face. Her light auburn hair can look light brown depending on the lighting. She has a very small physique and a peach-pale skin complexion. She always wears clothes that are quite baggy for her figure so one is unable to tell that she has a reasonable bust size. The clothes make her appear flat-chested when in fact she has C-cup sized breasts. A tee shirt and jeans are her go to but she is known to wear pleated skirts with her cardigan sweater as the classrooms on campus tend to be chilly. It is rare for her headphones to not be present as she listens to music often while writing or practicing other art. Lillian I & Lillian II


HISTORY: Lillian Summers was born in Miami, FL to parents Bonnie Summers(Beta) and Edwin Summers(Beta), she is an only child. Lillian's parents met each other in the grocery store, an unintentional meeting of sorts where their shopping carts crashed into one another. Luckily, no catastrophe was caused but the two of them were quite embarrassed that they weren't paying attention to where they were going, as something could have happened but thankfully it didn't. They apologized to one another, though Edwin, being the conversationalist that he was, struck up a conversation with Bonnie. The two of them discovered that they had quite a lot in common. They started out as friends, slowly learning more about one another. Bonnie was a collector of famous art sculptures and paintings while Edwin was a writer who wrote fiction, mystery and horror novels. After a while, they started dating after a year of meeting that fateful day in the grocery store. They got married two years later, having their first and only child, a girl they named Lillian.

Having Lillian was not something that was planned as Bonnie was surprised to find out during a doctor's visit for her annual checkup that she was pregnant. She was overjoyed as well as scared. Although she loves children, she didn't believe that she would be a good enough mother to her own. Bonnie was also worried that her husband would react in a bad way once finding out that they were going to have a baby. When she told him, he was quite surprised and scared himself, wondering just how someone like him could be a father to such a small innocent child. Edwin promised his wife that they would get through it together and give their child a good life to the best of their ability. They would just have to work hard at it. They did just that. They worked constantly to provide their daughter with a comfortable and happy life that they felt she deserved. And while Lillian grew up a happy child, she grew up alone. While her parents worked, she was watched by babysitters that took more time to get to know the child than her own parents did who just bought things for her they just assumed that she would like.

Lillian is like her parents in many ways. Loves art and liked to write but her parents never took the time to notice. When she would try and show them what she did in school, they would say 'That's nice' and leave right out of the house again to return to their work, causing her to be sad often. Lillian tried her best not to be depressed because she didn't want her parents to feel worried about her out of obligation and guilt. She kept how she felt to herself, and always wore a smile anytime she was around them. It didn't matter if the had a terrible day.

Lillian enjoyed elementary but the students didn't make it easy for her. Every day she was constantly picked on about the littlest things. They were picking at her appearance, calling her stupid, talking about her parents, pulling and yanking on her hair, and pushing her around. They did just about everything they could think of to her. Poor Lillian was practically tortured during her younger school years. This continued all the way up until she became a middle school student at George Washington Carver Middle School. Her parents were busy with their jobs and didn't notice or know that Lillian would leave school crying when picked up by the babysitter

Lillian hated going to Miami high school. Bullying was at an all time high during that period of her life. She didn't understand why she was targeted so much. It's not as if she did anything to the other students. She wasn't the only one that was being bullied, for there were others in her high school classes that received the same treatment. This helped guide Lillian to become friends with that group of students up until she moved away. Lillian completed half the school year before her parents' jobs required them to move from Miami to Tokyo, Japan. Her mother Bonnie had been interviewed for an opportunity to open her own art museum. Her dad thought it was an amazing opportunity, thinking that his wife should go for it. Lillian, who didn't want to move because she'd managed to make friends that she was able to connect with. Lillian was happy for her mother, despite her own feelings. She didn't want to leave what friends she did make behind but at the same time, she felt this was probably for the best.

A new life in a new country is just what Lillian needed. They moved to Tokyo, which was a refreshing change of pace for Bonnie and Edwin since the economy had hit rock bottom in FL. They were blessed to manage for as long as they did to keep up with the bills. Bonnie and Edwin were ecstatic about the move. Their first six months in Tokyo were rough but they managed. Lillian was enrolled in Hakoniwa Academy to complete high school. This school was better as she wasn’t regularly bullied for insane reasons. Lillian struggled to keep up with her peers not knowing much Japanese. Lillian was back to being alone. She kept things she enjoyed doing to herself. The teachers at the academy were supportive. They encouraged Lillian to continue writing. Due to their encouragement, Lillian begins to write more often in her spare time. This led her to improve her writing skills. Upon graduating high school life began to look up for her. Lillian selected Kiabara University to attend for a major in creative writing. She is eager to learn how to improve her writing skills further.

Although in a fresh environment, she continues to be plagued by her old experiences. Her parents constantly working and the bullying led to her occasional anxiety attacks and depression. Lillian does her best to stay out of the way of others and just keeps her mind on other things to avoid depression or having occasional anxiety attacks from all the stress of college and work. Lillian keeping up with her exercising helps maintain her mental state. Her love for art has been coming back recently as she has settled into life at Kiabara University. Lillian would like to expand her art skills. She's learned to do pottery and pressed flower crafting which she finds to be relaxing. Drawing is a little bit more challenging.

Despite being a young adult Lillian wishes her parents would take a breather and pay attention to the fact that they have a daughter. Lillian had the opportunity to live on campus but elected to stay home to be close to her parents when they are around. Lillian understands her parents are trying to do what they can to take care of them but they shouldn’t still have to work so hard. Lillian is working and can help pay her own bills to help their household. Not wanting to add any additional stress Lillian does as much as she can to keep her parents happy.

USER NAME: Yuuto Usui

CHARACTERS YOU PLAY: Yuuto Usui

REASON FOR SEMI-ACTIVE: I post but not as often I should.  I write when the mood strikes.  I appear to be in a groove as of late!

“You know how he can be,” replies Yuuto.  “Stepfather won’t back down.”  Yuuto doesn’t fully understand why his stepfather took him away from his bio dad.  All he did was treat Yuuto like a pawn for his business ventures.  Try to control him at every chance he could get.  He never stopped his siblings or stepmother from treating him like crap.  Then they took away the only person who made him feel alive.  Yuuto continues to eat seeing his sister appear deep within thought.  He wonders what she is thinking about.  Feodora kindly states Shouta will forgive him.

Yuuto holds in a sigh.  It doesn’t feel like it.  Yuuto knew their friendship was special but now he truly knows how much it was.  His heart flutters a little.  Yuuto doesn’t understand why.  It’s not like Shouta is here giving him that icy glare.  He knows Shouta is different and so is he.  Yuuto believes at the core they still get along well.  Despite how standoffish Shouta is he still trusts him as much as he does his sister.  Feodora inquires about his friendship with Shouta.  His alpha moves within him at the thought of him and Shouta being more than friends. 

How?  He wanted to be friends.  Right?  Yuuto can feel his cheeks heating up.  He remembers seeing Shouta passed out.  He never felt so scared in his life.  It’s far from normal to see an omega in post heat releasing such a strong scent and fainting.  He was thankful to be there before that female alpha could take him away.  Yuuto begins to ask himself what does make Sho special to him.  It’s not just the fact Shouta is an omega.  He is an omega that accepts him.  He doesn’t treat him as if he is a pawn, rich, or a top alpha.  The more Yuuto thinks about the more he feels like Shouta would be the perfect omega for him.  He glances down as he never thought too hard about finding a mate.  Should he even really be thinking about Shouta being his mate when they are not even friends?

“I honestly don’t know Feodora,” he says lowly looking at his plate.  Yuuto has dated a few people but mostly at the push of his father.  He didn’t really care for the people he dated previously.  Yuuto is not even sure what it feels like to truly be interested in anyone romantically.  He refuses to have that kind of conversation with his sister.  He is not sure it is the kind of conversation he wants to have with anyone.  Yuuto places his elbows on the table burying his face into his hands.  Why does this question have to be so hard for him to answer?  God….

Feodora smiles but Yuuto knows there is more to that smile.  He loves Feodora very much.  He appreciates everything she has done for him, every sacrifice.  Without her, he wouldn’t know what family truly is.  Feodora begins to look like herself again.  She goes to check on the meal firing off many questions causing Yuuto to feel flustered.  He doesn’t even know where to start as Feodora sets the meal down in front of him.  Whenever he thinks of Shouta he constantly thinks of what he could have done differently. 

“This meal has great presentation,” replies Yuuto looking up at her smiling.  He dislikes when people just toss a meal onto a plate.  Give the food some love and care.  Yuuto can’t help himself but to grab a bit onto his fork blowing on it before taking a small bite.  He begins to smile.  “Feodora, this is delicious,” he chuckles before smiling and eating a few more bites.  “Thanks for preparing this.  I needed a nice loving meal.”  Yuuto begins to think about where to start with Shouta. 

“To answer your question yes, my mind is on Shouta,”  Yuuto blushes looking down at his plate as that didn’t come out in the way he wanted.  “I ran into him looking for you a few weeks ago.  I walked in on Shouta's friend and business partner Sadie putting her foot up Tatsuya *ass*.”  Yuuto smirks at the memory. “Not seriously but she definitely showed him he is not to disrespect her or Shouta.  I’m glad she stopped him from whatever his true intentions were.
 We both know how he is I'm sure no good would have come of it.”  Yuuto takes another bite as the events are coming back to the forefront of his mind.  Not that he can ever forget Tatsuya trying to touch his friend in any manner. “Shouta wouldn’t even look at me……  Soon as he realized it was me he avoided eye contact.” Yuuto feels sad because even now he feels that Shouta hasn’t truly forgiven him.  He didn’t mean to hurt him.  He truly thought he was doing the right thing at the time.

“If not for Sadie I don’t think he would have even spoken to me,” he continues.  “I didn’t know my actions upset him so much.  I explained to him why I ended our friendship.  How it was not completely my doing.  It didn’t matter to him.”  Yuuto shovels more food into his mouth to gather his thoughts.  “A work contact informed me that Shouta graphic artist was out very last minute.  Shouta would need someone to step in until they returned.  I could use more practice and the bonus is I get to work with Shouta.” He sighs unable to hold this one in. 

“He set up a meeting at Melody Café,” Yuuto explains.  “Soon as he laid eyes on me, I could see him tensing up.  He didn’t want to hire me even though I do good work.  My work speaks for itself.  Shouta said me working for him is a conflict of interest.  I can separate work from personal.  I was in the process of trying to convince him when we were interrupted by heat, post heat, something.”  Yuuto sits his fork down unable to focus on his meal as all the emotions he felt come rushing back to him.  “It’s complicated.  Something is different about Shouta and I don’t know what.  He wouldn’t go into details.  Rightfully so….he doesn’t know me.”  Yuuto goes quiet as he recalls how things ended with them.  He slides his right hand through his hair trying to relax.  Shouta has every right to feel the way he does but a part of Yuuto doesn’t feel that way.  He feels that Shouta should be more welcoming considering how close they were. 

Yuuto decides not to inform Feodora how he almost went into rut.  It was the first time ever he had taken suppressants and they didn’t work.  Everything worked out since he told Shouta to leave before things could go any further.  Shouta's scent continues to linger in his apartment but he doesn’t mind.  Shouta's scent gives him a sense of calm he can’t explain.  “Um I haven’t spoken to him since I completed the project for him.  I have his number, we could text, but I feel like I would be overstepping somehow.”  Yuuto finally looks up making eye contact with Feodora.  “I’m afraid he will hate me forever.  I want Shouta in my life again.”  Yuuto rubs his eyes as he feels them water up.  He breaks eye contact feeling silly busying himself with eating more of his sister’s delicious meal.

He gives a small smile hearing how excited his sister is that he is getting more work but there is also that hint of concern.  Yuuto doesn’t have too many hobbies outside work.  No loving mate, he doesn’t see his family that often.  It is normal to be worried for anyone’s wellbeing if they are a workaholic.  Working does help him to keep from thinking so much about….everything.  Especially Shouta who has been on his mind heavily since that day.

“I was asked to specifically be on this project,” explains Yuuto.  “In this case I know the comic author.  I wanted to help them.”  Yuuto has moments where he can be stubborn and this is one of those moments.  Knowing that Shouta was the author behind the comic he certainly wanted dibs on this assignment.  He was hoping it would help them to get to know each other.  Now he is not so sure about that since Shouta hasn’t spoken to him since.  He holds in a sigh remembering to pay Sadie a visit at the bookstore.  Sadie can be rather…..outspoken.  In this case it helps as she knows Shouta far better than he does.

Yuuto comes out of his thoughts as Feodora scolds him for not taking the omega to the hospital.  She isn’t wrong.  Interesting how even Feodora knows something is wrong.  It is not normal for an omega to pass out in the way he did.  Yuuto didn’t even tell Feodora this was after his heat and not during.  Despite Shouta explaining his situation Yuuto knows he was not told everything.  Some key information was certainly missing from the conversation.  If it was any other omega Yuuto would have taken them to the hospital.  He debates on how much to reveal to his sister. 

“You are right,” he admits.  “I should have taken him to the hospital, but I could tell he didn’t want to go.  He was very uneasy during our short time meeting.  It makes sense seeing as how we know each other.” Yuuto clears his throat feeling nervous.  “I feel like everything was under control until this female alpha cornered him by the restrooms.  Thank god I went to check on him.  She was all over him.  I was in the process of requesting her to release him, but she wasn’t letting go without a fight.  I didn’t like that and I know she could feel it.  Shouta passed out saving me from snapping on that female.”  Yuuto runs his hand through his hair remembering that moment clearly.  He went from wanting to attack that female alpha to needing to protect Sho at all costs. “It was hard work to get him into my home alone, but I think it was worth it.  Since he passed out his scent was releasing heavily.  Shouta looked a little better when he came to knowing he was in my home under my care.” This is the first time he has mentioned Shouta name to Feodora.  He wasn’t trying to hide it but is slightly anxious if his sister will remember who Shouta is.

Yuuto stops talking as he remembers all the chatting him and Shouta did.  He tried to understand Shouta only to find out he completely doesn’t.  Just the bare minimum which is his love for American comics.  Shouta is an omega who is a virgin.  He doesn’t like being touched or being intimate from what Yuuto has witnessed.  It is understandable.  At Shouta’s age that is just unheard of.  Perhaps his friend has yet to meet the right alpha.  Yuuto shifts his eyes trying to kept his inner alpha at bay.  Tends to act up whenever he thinks of Shouta.  That is not a discussion he wants to have with Feodora.