| Sho remained in Yuuto's room, waking up off and on. He was having trouble staying asleep due to sweating profusely and the constant chills waking him. It'd continued for over the next hour before the green-eyed young man decided to stay awake, his neck covered with so much sweat that it soaked through his shirt. As he sat up, he removed his jacket that was contributing to it on top of making him feel hotter, but even as he'd taken it off, and sat it on the bed beside him, he still felt warm. What little sleep he did get managed to get, calmed his throbbing headache to where he wasn't squinting his eyes as much. It was still present just not as bad as it was earlier. Sho still felt tired as well though it wasn't to a point of passing out. No, he felt strangely different. Like ... there was a sudden need of wanting someone to be there which he never willingly wanted from anyone.
Others always offered to help him and he'd politely turn them down to avoid being a burden to them. He was even hesitant in having Austin come around to make sure he ate something during his Heat and not expecting anything in return. He did enjoy the company and it also kept anyone from sending someone from the Amestia House to his room because he hadn't wanted that again. The guy wasn't bad but Sho was just not into the idea of assistance from a Heat house. All Minoru did while he was there was clean, cook, and made sure Sho at least took some medication and ate something. Eventually, Austin took over that role but due to his job, he hadn't been around during Sho's previous Heats so he was back to taking care of himself on his own like always. It was nice and it helped but he knew he couldn't get used to that since his friend would be busy a lot. Unfortunately, the symptoms he had previously had slowly began to return.
Thus him being a miserable mess where he wasn't able to keep food down and trying to remain hydrated as much as he possibly could. But dealing with this was becoming a burden for Sho himself. He couldn't ... do this anymore. Today would be the second time he's passed out in public. If it hadn't been for Yuuto bringing him to his apartment, he would've gotten taken advantage of. As for his Heat itself, he hated it, so much. He didn't understand why he had to deal with this every single month. He never thought of it before but he was considering the idea of sterilization. At this point in his life, it seemed like it would be the only way for him to have a life and not feel miserable or inconveniencing anyone. Sho wasn't set on the idea but he would discuss it with his doctor to see if it would be beneficial for him.
First Austin and now Yuuto. He can't keep dragging people into his problems and he was tired of dealing with the changes his body was going through. Sho had had enough. For the sake of his health and safety, he was going to look into alternative methods for dealing with this. Right now, he had to go to the restroom which he took his time slowly moving his legs to the side of the bed and slowly rising to stand on his feet. He was careful not to move too fast since he didn't want to trigger making himself dizzy. He'd also looked around the bedroom to see if there was a bathroom inside of it or was one on the outside down the hall. But it didn't take Sho long to see it as it was to the right of him, making things easier since he wanted privacy. He'd also taken notice that Yuuto was nowhere to be found in his room. Earlier he'd assumed the other male may not have been in the apartment at all but at that moment, he'd heard noises coming from downstairs that confirmed Yuuto was there. Either in the kitchen or the living room of the apartment but not upstairs where Sho currently was.
That said, he proceeded to just go and do what he intended to do, which was go to the restroom where he'd spent about five minutes of his time in there. This was because once he was finished, he'd washed his hands, dried them with a hand towel that was hanging up but also decided to dampen it with cold water and use it to wipe the sweat from around his neck. The coldness of the towel helped him feel better, making him sigh in relief. He still felt warm but he wasn't overwhelmed with a feeling of what could be described as someone's hot breath all over his body. Felt disgusting. And because he'd sweated so much, Sho wanted to shower very badly. Not just because of that but also to wash off that woman's scent and Yuuto's. Even if a nagging voice was weirdly telling him NOT to do that, Sho personally wanted to. That nagging voice was pleading for Yuuto's scent which caused Sho to place his hand over his mouth to hold himself back from throwing up but he, unfortunately, couldn't hold it in and threw up in the sink, coughing to rid his mouth of the taste of vomit.
'What the hell? Why am I suddenly desiring Usui-san's scent? I didn't even like that woman's scent! The hell is going on with me???' Sho mentally questioned as he took the extra time to rinse out the sink and gargle some mouthwash to not have the scent or taste of vomit lingering. Sho was feeling some of everything right now. Wanting to shower and washing everything he had on. Worst part about it, he couldn't do any of that here. He could only do it whenever he got back to the inn. But he'd call a cab to get him there. Yuuto already went out of his way to bring him here, he didn't want him further going out of his way to take him home. That and he just didn't want the other male knowing where he lived. He wasn't quite there with him yet in allowing him into his space and didn't know when he would be.
He could deal with it later. There wasn't much he could do right now. Sho made sure the sink was cleared of his vomit and rinsed his mouth out one last time before turning the water off. The hand towel he used, he simply folded it and left it on the sink counter and exiting the bathroom, making sure to turn off the light behind him. He did have a little bit of energy to walk but was going to take his time in doing so. Sho made his way out of Yuuto's bedroom and slowly trudged his way down the hall until he made it to the stairs, making sure to grip the railing tightly to avoid falling. He managed to make it down without any mishaps, his eyes scanning the layout of the apartment which made him wonder why it looked so familiar to him. It didn't bug him too much but it just appeared similiar and he couldn't figure out why.
Sho put it out of his mind for the time being and just made his way to the living room area where he'd found Yuuto perched on the couch with his laptop open and in his lap. He couldn't even look at him without shifting his gaze away, feeling guilty about how all this transpired. Sho knew this was his fault and he wasn't entirely careless. He had taken the regularly prescribed suppressant dosage before he showed up to the meeting. He just didn't want to risk doing a double dose back to back and making himself sicker. His body was still getting used to the medication but he was glad to not have to take pills anymore. But he always kept a shot on hand which whenever this was over and dealt with, he'd take it. He heaved a small sigh as he finally shifted his gaze back in Yuuto's direction to properly address him. "G-Gomen nasai, Usui-san..." he apologized. |
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