| Himawari finds herself to be her own worst enemy. Her bad luck has caused many problems for others around her and she had to grow up eventually learning that these events were her fault is why there is a darker side to her than she's willing to admit. While she generally doesn't hate anyone, there is no denying that she harbors a lot of envy towards everyone around her who can go about their lives and not worry about being put in danger, putting others in danger, finding a mate, and having a family. Things that Himawari wants for herself but knows she cannot have. And the release of her scent makes her bad luck even stronger which is why during those times of the month, she stays inside. Never going out for any reason at all.
Naturally, this would make her hate herself deep down while also believing that if anyone outside of those she knew found out about her bad luck, they would hate her and shun her. How her bad luck works is through the release of her scent, touching, or being in a specific area physically can cause an incident to happen and she's never aware of what will happen until it does. Himawari, in a sense, is trapped by the fate of her bad luck with no way out but down. Someone will always get hurt in some kind of way, without her having to do anything except existing within the space of others. It is why she thinks she's her own worst enemy.
Outside of her bad luck, I don't mind having Himawari being a part of smaller-scale supernatural situations. Whether her being there makes things worse or not will be up to anyone that's interested. Usually, she decides on her own to willingly help out Watanuki and Doumeki if they need an extra hand. Most of the time, she doesn't volunteer. If it makes sense for her to be a part of side plots if additional characters are needed for ideas, I'm all for that. I just need to know the rundown of what's going on before I decide whether or not I want to put Himawari in it. She can be a part of situations that are made up on the fly which is also fine. Again, it all needs to make sense though. | |