Usegi didn't speak, just continued to rest against the man as he tried to keep himself calm. If this was his Heat starting up sooner than normal, then it was going to be a rather long week spent at Sousuke's apartment. He couldn't go home in this condition since he didn't own a collar to wear and only took suppressants. The blonde normally didn't have issues with his Heat bothering him but feeling hot and heavy the way he does right now, all his brain could think about was wanting to mate with his Alpha but for the sake of their promise, he was purposely holding himself back from that. Without warning, he was suddenly scooped up bridal-style and carried to the bathroom where he'd been temporarily placed on the toilet while Sousuke started the bath. He could feel slick starting to seep out of his entrance again, sending a chill down his back once again.
The feeling of light-headedness had begun to take over and he draped his head in his hand while trying his best to fight his urges. Sousuke did his best to keep him calm, kissing him on the cheek but that show of affection made his body crave more.
'Iie, this isn't good. What's wrong with me? I've never felt like this before,' Usegi thought. Luckily, he wasn't feeling any pain since unlike most who didn't have a partner, he wasn't dealing with his Heats alone. No, his body just desired to take the next step in their relationshp. It wanted to be marked and to show everyone who his Alpha was without any fear. Yet fear was all Usegi could think about when it came to having to tell the rest of his family as he worried none of them would approve of Sousuke, especially his stepmother.
He also didn't want to think about his Heats going out of control at school which only happened once and it was how the two of them ended up confessing having feelings for one another. There was too much running through his mind that he tried to focus it on relaxing in the tub once the water had finished being prepared. When asked about what he wanted ordered to eat for dinner, Usegi just shrugged his shoulders. He was unable to think clearly on an answer so he said, "
It doesn't matter. Anything is fine." He didn't have to try and cook so he was fine with eating whatever was similar to what the man was originally going to make for them to eat.